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[Tuesday
November 1st, 2005 ] |
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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) swingswing__
i don't know if i should use it. if you like it, add me. =)
if you think i should keep this one, tell me here.
i'm debating, so help mee.
♥
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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005 ] |
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a lot of things were bugging me tonight. i hate when that happens. i'm a fag.
ruthanns party was cool. we sat around, ate, danced, listened to gay rap music, froze to death, and hang out. gavin shit in a bag and threw it in the fire. it was sexy. duh.
i went into that house thing and layed on the floor while josh, gina, emily and dale were sitting down. and dale came and sat on me until i told him what was wrong. sigh.
i need to definately go winter shopping. i dress like its 90 degrees when it's like 58732890below zero. gosh i need to get a life again.
alex: dude you know whats cool
alex: suprisingly
alex: you've never pissed me off
alex: and i've never hated you
alex: seriously you're the only one
alex: that i have not
alex: made fun of
alex: told someone i hate you
alex: or anything
alex: you're just
alex: a straight up
alex: nice person
and after this, i started having a better night. the end.
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[Thursday
October 27th, 2005 ] |
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ahhhh *stressful*
i've come into realization who my real friends are. i don't want to put up with their bullshit anymore. =)
tomorrows homecoming. i'll trip. just watch.
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[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005 ] |
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i'm in a pretty bad mood. shutup.
school is hell. but what else is new?
i'm being forced against my will to stay at my sisters house.
i can't get my homework done there, and i wake up every hour on the hour.
tomorrows crazy hair/nonmatching day. which i'm not doing.
and someone should call me tonight. ♥
go white sox. 8 )
and did i say school sucks?
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[Sunday
October 23rd, 2005 ] |
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I FINALLY FOUND A LAYOUT I LIKE.
thank god.
credit to ____letsgo
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[Saturday
October 22nd, 2005 ] |
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today was cool.
i got my dress for homecoming.
if we're supposed to have two..
oh well. i'll be shit out of luck.
its brown with sparkles. =D
it's freaking hot.
but i got shoes to go with it and a braclet and earrings.
THEN i got my costume.
they didn't have alice in wonderland. =(
but i'm goldie locks now.
hotshit.
i got the most awesome freaking ring everr.
its RAINBOW!!!!
i almost died.
and hm. instead of getting PANIC! AT THE DISCO, i got SOMETHING CORPORATE "leaving through the window".
it's great.
i love them.
and i found out that my mom thinks i'm really mature
so i think she'll start letting me have a life.
yay♥
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[Friday
October 21st, 2005 ] |
1* First grade teacher's name: mrs. james
2* Last word(s) you said: suck it up.
3* Last song you sang: some country song that i didn't want stuck in my head.
4* Last person you hugged: ray
5* Last thing you laughed at: my mom crying. ha.
6* Last time you said I don't remember: just a minute ago
7* Last time you cried: its been a while
9* What color socks are you wearing: white socks with frills. duh.
10* What's under your bed: a magizine and a bunch of my old stuffed animals 8-)
11* What time did you wake up today: 7:15
12* Current taste: SUBWAY!
13* Current hair: curly blonde. i dispise my hair.
14* Current shirt: black shirt with white zipup
15* Current annoyance: 6th graders who think they're the shit
16* Current longing: to get better grades in science.
17* Current desktop background: story of the year of course.
18* Current worry: everything dealing with school.
19* Current hate: some black kid from the middle school who was yelling in my ear today >:O
20* Current favorite article of clothing: my faded jeans
21* Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes
22* Last CD that you listened to: jacks mannequin
23* Favorite place to be: anywhere but my house.
24* Least fav. place: school. it makes me sick.
25* Time you wake up in the morning?: i should be waking up at 6.
26* If you could play an instrument: i play flute and i want to learn guitar.
27* Favorite colors: pink and light blue
28* Do you believe in love at first sight: in some cases.
29* How tall are you: 5'2" don't tell me i'm short.
30* Current favorite saying: woah woah woah
31* Favorite book: the outsiders
32* Favorite season: fall or spring
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: big jimmy or my gradfather
*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for college?: UVA or willam and mary
36* What is your career going to be like: engineering bitch.
37* How many kids do you want: 2 or 3.
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yes
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish: my cats all the time. i torture them. =X
41* Been to New York: about 4 years ago.
42* Been to Florida: i missed the first seven days of first grade!
43* Been to California: i wish.
44* Been to Hawaii: i wish.
45* Been to Mexico: nope.
46* Been to China: i wanted to go. =(
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: can't say that i have.
52* Do you have a crush on someone: i love colin
53* What book are you reading now?: some gay book. "a lesson before dying."
54* Worst feeling in the world: being scared and being caught doing something you're not supposed to.
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: school should blow up.
56* How many rings before you answer: as quick as i can get to the phone
57* Future daughter's name: adelyn or alexandra
58* Future son's name: jason or alex.
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeahh =)
61* Wish you were: in california or something.
62* College plans: get accepted to either uva or willam and mary. get a degree in engineering. or something as a producer.
63* Piercings: a hole in each ear.
64* Tattoos: pshh.
65* Do you drink: not much
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner: garnier* frutis*
68* What are you most scared of: getting caught and being outside in the dark with no lights.
69* What clothes do you sleep in: anything comfortable
70* Who is the last person that called you: willll
71* Where do you want to get married: on a beach =D
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: be smarter and less tired. and get rid of the bump on my nose. NO IT'S NOT A PIMPLE!!!!!!!!
73* Who do you really hate: i can't tell you that. 8-)
74* Been In Love: yesss
75* Are you timely or always late: i'm not THAT late. i just like to make a scene. ha! sike.
76* Do you have a job: i got a job offer at the island house in april
77* Do you like being around people: when they're not bitchy or backstabbers.
78* Best feeling in the world: being with colin<3 or feeling like you're not just some girl
79* Are you for world peace: yeah. i hate the war.
80* Are you a health freak: i'm on a diet, k?
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after?: as long as they're funny, sweet and have a good personality.
82* Do you want someone you can't have?: tom welling. [sigh] haha. jk.
83* Are you lonely right now?: yeah. basically.
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
85* Do you want to get married: yeah
86* Do you want kids?: didn't i already anwser this question?
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87* Cried: nope
88* Bought Something: subway sub!
89* Gotten Sick: no but i've felt like shit.
90* Sang: OF COURSE!
91* Said I Love You: yeah
92* Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: nope
93* Met Someone: uhh i don't remember?
94* Moved On: whats there to move on from?
95* Talked To Someone: yeah
96* Had A Serious Talk: yeah
97* Missed Someone: yeah
98* Hugged Someone: yeah
99* Yelled at Someone: little black kids on the bus
100* Dreamed About Someone You cant be with: tom welling again. O=D
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[Thursday
October 20th, 2005 ] |
NEW LAYOUT.
i don't know if i'll keep it though.
input? needed. please.
i'll get around to crediting tomorrow.
i'm about to fall out right now.
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[Thursday
October 20th, 2005 ] |
people who sold SUBWAY stamps on ebay should be shot and stomped on.
and my pop ups should die.
and field hockey season was good but we only played 7 out of 15 games.
which i'm pretty pissed about.
OUR LAST GAME IS HOME ON WEDNESDAY!!!
so go or die.
i don't think i like this layout anymore.
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[Saturday
October 15th, 2005 ] |
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new layout. i like. you like? yeahh.
it's a miracle. northampton beat nandua. double-overtime. 36 to 34. or something like that. some 30 or 40 year old black woman on nanduas side was all OH OH OH! [points at northampton group] BUH-BYE!!! uh. then we starting winning and becky was all OH OH OH! BUH-BYE!! [points at black lady] she was immature fighting with a bunch of high schoolers.
yeah and i'm tired as fuck.
and i'm hanging out with jess. =D yay.
i hung out with emily last night and we went to the haunted forest.
the guy in the passengar side of the truck kept playing with my head. ew.
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005 ] |
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i won baroness for homecoming. haha. how funny. i get to ride on a float with andrew and wave to everyone. and gina won for duchess!!! yay.
i downloaded a kill hannah cd (which is something i rarely do. i don't like downloading that much.) and now my computers out of wack or something. it's a good cd though.
our game was canceled. go figure.
i was about to rip someones head off. literally.
and i never knew the book "the color purple" was so discripted.
i mean, the first page was like HUH? WHATTHEHELL?!
but i wanted to read more. hm.
i'm going to northampton vs nandua tomorrow.
gotta represent the lower end of the shore.
of course.
even though we'll probably get our ass kicked. *sigh*
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[Tuesday
October 11th, 2005 ] |
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what's up with my chemical romance's new video? different. definately. i've never thought that gerard was cute, but ew. that video was just.. ew.
i hate my world studies teacher. she HAD to tell my mom we had a quiz tomorrow. and of course i don't have my book.
story of the years new cd came out today. and of course i had something to do after school, so i couldn't get it. they were on fuse, and i wanted to die. adam looks damn sexy.
i need to get a life.
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[Monday
October 10th, 2005 ] |
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i should lighten up.
she took the time to talk to me today,
even though it was to complain about her boyfriend
she still asked me how i was
and that meant a lot
considering we barely talked all year already
i need to get over the past
and think about things more thorough
i'm forever not talking about field hockey anymore.
even though it's all i do.
i'm tired of hearing we suck from everyone.
i don't see you running your ass off
getting hit in the face with a stick
or the ball flying at you going 2000 mph
suckaaaz.
NOVEMBER 12: alexisonfire, the recieving end of sirens, a wilhelm scream, idiot pilot
the day after my birthday. some people should meet me there. and i have one seat left open for anyone who wants a ride.
my tvs back on. i'm estatic.
laguna beach @ 8 on MTV.
be there. watch it.
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[Saturday
October 8th, 2005 ] |
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i love something corporate.
they're great &i love Andrews voice.
whewww. the music always makes me feel better when i'm upset.
i don't know. i'm not feeling depressed or whatever.
but my grandma is sick. =/
so all my dads family is down.
which i guess isn't a good sign.
and school is really stressful.
i have an 80 in science.
which i know isn't going to settle well with my mom.
we lost yesterday.
stfu. and don't tell me we suck.
it was 2 to 1. we were ahead in the beginning.
we scored the first goal. then we became too giddy and lost it.
[sigh]
we'll win one this season. even if it kills us.
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[Wednesday
October 5th, 2005 ] |
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OMG. bad day.
well it really wasn't bad, it was just
longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
i woke up 20 minutes before i had to.
i got a shower, then somehow i ended up having to rush
gr.
so then we got to the high school 10 minutes before i had to get there.
so i stood around and waited and waited.
finally people came and stood with me.
we got our shirts and left.
i got assigned to the crab cake booth.
.. i don't think i've seen so many people stand in line for food in my LIFE.
we work our asses off for 8 hours straight.
i took two 10 minute breaks.
while the black people left 5 at a time for an hour.
of course.
so anyway, i'm tired. and grumpy.
and i got a job offer at the island house in april. =D
yes. i'm happy about that.
but i don't have enough energy to keep my head up.
tomorrow we have school.
WHY NOT A FIVE DAY WEEKEND!!! =(
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[Tuesday
October 4th, 2005 ] |
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ha. so i've been put on the ballot to be baroness for homecoming.
we had voting today or something.
it made me laugh.
and i beat a black girl. i was stunned.
friday we have a home game.
so everyone should come down there.
even though it's homecoming for nandua,
hey, you'll make it there in time! =)
does ANYONE know how to upload cds or song onto a site,
so i can post them in communities?
if anyone understands that, please inform me.
cause i will love you for forevaaa.
i miss a bunch of people.
there should be a party this weekend
so everyone can hang with everyone else.
oh, and i think everyone died
except for colin
or no one ever reads this
hm, people should comment
before i have to bust a cap
and die or something.
8 )
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[Monday
October 3rd, 2005 ] |
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todays game was great
three to one! we scored.
heckk yess
school still sucks, as usual
i hung out with jess saturday and sunday
we went to salisbury and stuff
and it was cool
and school can go blow up or something
we have off wednesday
but i have to work at harvestfest [sigh]
i never get to sleep in
and i love colin
teehee
♥
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[Wednesday
September 28th, 2005 ] |
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i'm temporarily shuting this down.
i'm sorry.
but it's not like people comment much.
andd i barely have time to be on the computer.
much less update everyday or so.
i might update once on the weekends.
or occasionally.
but not often.
i'm sorry for the inconveience.
you can still add me if you want.
i'll still be part of the communities and i'll try to comment on entries.
i'll be back soon. =)
EDIT:
i change my mind.
i just won't update everyday. 8 )
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[Tuesday
September 27th, 2005 ] |
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someone should shoot me.
if you ask me about the game, i'll bust a cap in your butt hole.
fo'serious.
there was a fight today. i didn't see it. but i heard that this black girl totally kicked the other ones ass. how cool.
and i just found out that there had been 7 already. hm. where was i again?
tomorrow is picture day?!??!?)@*%_*@_ [dies]
i miss summer =(
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[Sunday
September 25th, 2005 ] |
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i HATE it when someone says i'm "too smart" when i anwser a question. wtf? just because i know the anwser makes me "too" smart? yeah, i might be smart, i might get good grades. you might think i'm some of the teachers pet. but who cares what you think. atleast i know that i want to get somewhere in life and not be stuck around here with 20 kids when i'm 30. i have plans about what i'd like to do. i don't want a career in mcdonalds or food lion. i want to go to uva or william and mary and major in criminal law. i want to marry someone who can support me and my kids. so shutthefuckup if you think i might be too smart.
AND I WILL ADD RIGHT NOW:
it's not bad at all if you don't have a clue what you'd like to be. but if you're pushing yourself and getting the best grades you can, it's great. just don't take 9th grade and up like a joke. i've got 3 older sisters who never went anywhere with their college degree. one of them quit when they had one semester to go before they graduated. so i do know what i'm talking about.
on a lighter note:
if i'm late on this, i LOVE hot topics clearance sale on cds. yay.
and i'm being alice from alice and wonderland for halloween. 8 )
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